Monday, May 25, 2009

My best frens ever and my closest frens


1. Ding Shuan Wen - know him when form 4. he is new student tat time....and i dun know y we become best fren...maybe we got same common interest and topic gua...he's the one who gave me a present when my last year b'day...i feel so happy tat he rmb my b'day date...start from tat time i willing share my pain and joy with him...no matter wat he become, he's also still my fren, is my best frens forever in my this life. I reli dun wan miss this fren and i hope tat after we gratuated we can go out "wet" together and always keep contact. And i also hope tat after many years we also still are friend, never forget this friendship.



2. Nelson Wong - he is my church frens. he last year came to my church de....see him every saturday and sunday (sometimes came onli). i tell u wat....i go my church for last 5 years, but i dun have find a ppl that reli have same common with me....got is got, but i not very satisfy, but it doesn't mean that they are not good or bad la. But until i meet Nelson and chat with him, i finally found it leh. He's just like my brother and my closest fren at my church. We chat anything, eat same food, play same sports, share idea, my other church frens say we like siblings ( didi and gege ) haha xD. He is my "aiya" brother and my closest frens that i ever meet.

Still got 4 more....to be continue..hehe^^

Love...

last week i heard my fren share his coupling experince...
after that i think i reli wan to coupling....
cuz i reli wan it.....
i wan try wat is 1st love....wat is 1st kiss.....wat is the feel go out with gf...
i wan know it....
but right now i wanna kiss some1.....wan taste the 1st kiss with girl....
( lol...me too ham sap leh....hehex )
i also wan try hug girl very close....like i dun wan miss her...
but i dun noe when will i coupling....but i wish right now i wan a gf....
see the timing la...i wish my 1st love will be a romantic and memorable love..
like my fren say: " ur 1st love will never forget at ur life, never forget u 1st time kiss her, never forget u 1st time hug her, never forget the feel u go out with her, never forget the things happen between u and her, these will become ur sweet and memorable memories. "
that's y after i listen this i wanna try coupling now...
haiz....maybe i never try be4 so i very hunger to have coupling now la...
haha xD

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

pain...

today our school got tarik tali....
i got participated at this sport...
Yeah!!!!
red house boys and girls also won leh!!!!! =)
happy but my back abit pain....==
but it's fun and i never enjoy this be4...
zhen lok yesterday go for driving test...
congratz he pass d ^^
later we will always go out yam chai and chat chat chat till late late late night..hehex
wa....recently got so many thing to do....
add maths project i do very rush and today mr.ramesh told our class.....
postpone to next monday pass up.......
happy is next week pass...
angry is this week monday i do till 3am midnight....and now u tell me pass up next week?!?!?!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz....but nvm la
dun wan touch the add maths liao....lazy decorate and do again
haha xD
and today i with some teachers say hello to them...
i feel like we r frens even although the relationship is student and teacher...
maybe my face looks old so can chat with them gua....LOLX

Friday, May 15, 2009

i feel so sry....

cant sleep at all....
still thinking wat i told shuan wen abt yesterday night.....
i reli feel so sry tat i shouldn't tell anyone....
this is his secret....
i must keep this.....but i told one ppl and she told her frens.....
now getting more and more ppl know his secret liao....
i dun now wan angry at her or scold at her....
but...i didn't scold or angry....
i just scare shuan wen will lose trust in me and wont share any secret liao....
i feel so guilty and sad....
maybe is me too "sa ba" leh.....
i will change and control myself...
i dun wan my frens lose faith at me...
shuan wen said he's not angry....but i not sure he oredi lose faith in me....
maybe he reli do it leh....
i dun noe.....
i just wan write smth at this blog...cuz i dun noe i wan tell who...
now still thinking wat i told shuan wen last night...
i reli reli reli sad and scare....
cuz i dun wan lose a best fren like shuan wen...
cuz.....
till now he still is my best friend...and i wan keep this till forever...
if u, shuan wen see this post..
i wan said again...
"Sorry, Shuan Wen."

Wow!!!!

today my school got teacher'day celebration...
omg....i got perform dance leh!!!!
just now at stage so nervous....
dun later will kena judge by ppl anot.....
but dance teacher told us dun care abt them.....
show all u could.....just dance!!
so when my team was dancing....
some got mistake...
some slow....
some fast do liao.....(that's me.....T_T)
i watch back the our class video.....
the dance still ok la....
just abit no nice....i think...
but nvm....it's over and we have many big claps from teachers and frens....
later we got go the mines celebrate our succesful drama....
haha.....
although tired but i still wan go out...
last year ma.....
maybe this dance is the last time i dance leh....
haiz....so sad...
so....
thx everyone and wish all the teacher....
Happy Teacher's Day!!!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

me thinking again.....

just now i doing hw...
suddenly i think one thing....
after me and my all frens graduated this year...
will the feeling just like now ma??
got ppl say "ren hui bian" ppl will change....
maybe after secondary school life end....
we also will change...
maybe me.....maybe she.....maybe he....maybe all also...
i dun noe....sometimes i just feel very scare....
i scare i will miss them....dun noe when can gather again....
dun noe when can see each others again....
and we will not meet like everyday we go school right now....
but....
i hope tat some of my frens....especially them....
will keep the feeling like now...
maybe someday they will change...
maybe someday when we meet we will not have so much talking....
but i will understand....ppl will move on and change...
i wont blame them...i just feel sad tat i cant keep the frenship longer...
frenship is got but the feeling like very strange....
so....i will appreciate everyday i have with my frens now...
shuan wen, suh yee, zhen lok, avelyn, kin leong, yee ting, szin dee, alex neo, kah ben and other my frens....i will enjoy the moment with u all guys together...
i wan these become my part of my best memory....
maybe when i get old or nearly wan to leave this world...
i will smile and happy when i think back....