almost one year after spm....time passed fast....
now oredi in college....
but some frens i oredi no see them....
some college, some at other state, or some go working...
just now morning do housework....leave me alone at home be4 go collge...
i feel like got abit lonely...but not in the emo state....
feel like everything so 无奈....
wan find some1 to chat but always no body there.....
even find frens also talk happy stuff.....talk feeling is just a boring topic...
nvm la.....used to it liao....
somemore i try keep contact to my all old frens...but some i think forget me leh...
izzit time really can make change everything...?
i nth to say this d.....
anyway.....sadness will go away sometime...but the feeling hard to catch back d.....

helo everyone~~

i almost abandoned my blog d...haha
不知不觉 already pass 7 months d....
college life is fun!! haha xD
now i 3rd semester d....is a long semester....
for the pass 2 sem...know alot of frens...some still keep in touch..some go meet new frens and some only say hi only...
when 1st sem..me and vince is same course...so not so lonely...
but when i know he will leave soon...so need to be brave to meet new frens myself....
after goodbye to sem 1 here comes to sem 2...
that time i take 2 subjects....calculus and macroeconomics
i at calculus section B class..got 11ppl..but actually always attend only 8ppl...LOL
section A got 40+....and almost my 1st sem know ppl also at there...so i wish to change section...
but lucky got at least 1 ppl i know at section B...
she is a sikh girl....that time still no very close....but now...(* hehe * )
i have a great time in B class with she, others student and the lecturer....
the lecturer 1st time at INTI college...is a chinese....so funny....
because he said B class so less ppl so feel like relax but A class too many ppl....so noisy....><
he help us alot...the grade i get also no bad..xD

then is macroeconomics...more worst....not even a single ppl i know....
that time i wonder how i survive....
lucky know a guy name benjamin....
he damn pro and clever lo.....all grade A+ and A
quite leng zai and rich....
he talked chinese very funny...but can talk cantonese de.....lol
then i found out that he just live nearby my house....
oh yes!! i found some1 tumpang me liao...wakakaak
so 1 week got 2 or 3 times he fetch me la....
have a great time with him also...
feel like finally found a fren like him....so ngam me de...haha
even now i sem3 he sem6 and he gonna fly over to USA soon....
still got ask him go out watch movie since we live so near and sometimes dota...haah
anyway he older than me 1 year...nt much diffrences but i feel like he is like my gege...like my senior...
but....there's no gap between age!!! xDD

sem3....mean now.....
still meeting new frens....but i also no forget my last 2 sem's frens...
yesterday me with 4 frens go eat pan mee....pan mee at subang jaya very famous...
tiap tiap hari pun ada orang...find a seat also hard....
yesterday me finish class at 1pm...then i 2.30pm like that only leave the restaurent...
gossiping too much d...keep on laugh....
then after that go cc....
i go the cc....my fren said is the most biggest in kl....
i wondering.....but the pc there really nice....nice speaker and got chair let u put legs at btm....song!!
but rm 2.50 per hour la....so exp...>.<
after back home....rest, watch tv and play dota.....to relax myself cuz friday is my rest day....
no books, no assignments, no revision.....only PLAY and RELAX in my mind...wakaka!!
then zhen lok find me yam cha...
i also so long no see him leh...so miss him...xD
he started college at taylor lakeside....
we go pasar malam 1st....see got what foods eat....but no many stall cuz just after rain....
so we go steven corner lo....we chat alot lo....
10pm till 12pm....if i not still " cinderella".....i can go home anytime liao..=.=
we chat abt many stuff....
colleges, new frens, old frens stuff, and bla bla bla....
he said recently very busy and suddenly many stuff ard him....make him got a period of time feel very fan...
and i still found out that....
he is really 二四孝 bf of esther(his gf) lo....
he treat his gf so good....i feel esther is most lucky in this world lo..haha
zhen lok said that got few girls like flerting him la....but he said he really avoid d....but some girl really "wolf" lo...maybe zhen lok is handsome and rich ba....so many bee ard him...haha =D
but me still single.......haiz.....still finding....
what would my frens reaction when i got gf leh....haha....i also dun know!!!

soon wan meet shuan wen and suh yee soon leh....so long no see their face....(not in facebook pls!!!)
suh yee end of this month got holiday so i gonna ask her out and chit-chat....
shuan wen september will come back to kl....dun noe fat or fit liao...=PP
others....maybe i no keep contact with them so they do so gua....
nvm....we'll see someday.....
and my birthday is just over pass 2 weeks....
that day.....i get a big sick....i cant move and vomit and fever....so cham.....
birthday boy sick d....so no cake to eat and no present....
but it's ok.....thx all ur guys' wishes....
and thx zhen lok said that he will buy porridge to visit me....but he didn't make it cuz family dinner....
i don't blame him and feel touchful when he said wan come visit me....
really thanks you zhen lok.. ^.^

ok la...no more to talk d....haha..next time only post ba...
go study now and play games..xD
take care who see my blog....we will meet someday. =D
Bb~~

soon wan start school leh...
have to face everything new d...
new fren, new college, new study...
finally a college life is coming d liao...haha..got abit nervous and excited...
just now at home i start clean my all form 4&5 books...
so many books....see also faint liao...
i was just like the cartoon in the tv when finding smth but cant find...
book 1 by 1 let me throw out from drawers....haha...like very funny...=P
after "funny" liao...then i start clean and throw books..
suddenly see many old stuff...my exam papers, photos from form 1 to 4, pencil box...
but some even spoil d....my mom ask me throw it....but at the begin i dun wan but keep it as long as it could....
but then i realise....also spoil d..throw it la..reserve for wat...
just same like if smth is lose d...dun keep it...just let it go and give up...
if u keep smth tat is not worthy...pain and sad is only come to you...
now wan colleges d...sure less time see back secondary frens liao...
gathering maybe also will be lesser and lesser...


but then...yesterday suddenly see kin leong online play dota...then i ask him play with me lo..
we cant chat in net cuz got problem so chat in hp...
haha....his 语气 and the "diu diu" sound also same...so funny...no change also..still same...
this fren reli not bad...worthy de...


yesterday also eat lunch with zhen lok...eat bak kut teh....
as usual lo...chat chat...say how's life going on...but the conversation not like him with his gang la...always big laugh, blowing and others...
but he reli a good fren...when i sad he appear..when free time find me eat or watch movie...
he also always come ampang find me and his gf...car petrol also exp la...
so i gonna do smth to thank him back...so yesterday i belanja him makan bak kut teh...
haha xD


suh yee leh...also long time see her leh...but sometimes i call her ask how ah and bla bla...
suh yee is my very 1st good "girl" frens....
i still rmb we got fight for 2 times...
1st times is with kin leong take her IC to see....i say d is kin leong take not me..i see only...
then she angry me liao...tat times i so bek song...angry then angry lo...who cares?!?!?
then later she talk back to me...say not my fault anyway...then later became good lo...
2nd times is when i take math papers...she said my marks got lc her...not very obviously but feel it...keep say me bad words...tat time i also very angry...i got lc her meh....many many stuff...
then later we both sit down then say true words abt each others...also happy in the end..
argue so much only with her...haha =.=


another ppl is szin dee....she sit beside me when at form 5...when at first i feel very bored and scare no topic with her....but then o....we almost like chit chat everyday...make ppl think we r coupling...swt =.=""""
even mr.yu and mr.karim also say us....wan separate our seat....but in the end en.karim also didnt separate us...haha ^^
i can say szin dee is the one tat i can chat with the most and wat topic also can chat...no barrier..
i treat her as 兄弟, she treat like me as 姐妹...haha
many ppl think we very match....but they dun understand..we close fren ma...
we say until our month also dry d...keep explain...
now think back also funny....haha


shuan wen....since take SPM results then no see him d....msn also no see him on....
dunno wat r him doing now...so miss him...
but i dun dare find him....i not saying bad but always ask him out also cant....
i so unhappy de...but CNY tat time he get chicken pock...
he suddenly ask me go watch movie...walau....i so happy lo...1st times ask me out...me also surprise d..@@ haha
BFF.....dunno still maintain in this friendship anot....
i reli dunno...and also let it be naturally....


finally...i wan say is....
maybe this blog i will not upload so often d....
cuz lazy type...and not much ppl view my blog too...do also waste time...
haha..ok la
all take care ba...
bye bye~~

i'm back to post again~~~ ^^

yeah....another post d...since christmas tat day till now baru post...and i also let ppl say " y u didnt updated ur blog de?? " HAHA xD
wow...rest for last 2 months d...no school life so good...but also abit sad...
cant every weekdays see each others...
last pass few months got go out with frens...some go NS i also got meet back them awhile...
go yam chai, watch movie, bai lian, eat eat eat and....( i think no more liao..haha )
still working lo...but soon dun have liao..cuz 22
march i gonna school liao...=) or =( leh ?? @_@
today i just finish watch 恋爱星球人...
WALAU....the ending so TOUCHING!!! makes me also wan cry d...feel so touching but very pity of 池一宝....he so 伟大!!! Good man good man good man!!!
i wonder if can happen in real life...if me is he..dunno i will do the same thing anot...haha
but who knows la...see future la...we will know it...
i post this photo..it is very nice..
but some say this ending not very nice...anyway this drama is good...makes me feel touching de also very nice...haha psps ^^
ok la...next time post again ba..dun know wan write wat liao...haha
btw...Lady GaGa's Bad Romance so nice nice nice..youtube say somemore even when u sleep also will rmb this song and siong it..so powerful...haha
bye all~~ take care
=D

Merry Christmas to everyone =)

wa...last post is 25 nov...today is 21 dec..
almost got one month leh...haha ><
finally graduated and prom night was over liao...
have to say goodbye to all my frens liao....
it's not mean tat we will never meet again....
like farewell but not reli farewell la....hope u know wat i mean...haha ><
christmas day almost nearby...
i wish u all have a merry christmas day..
of course i got buy present for my frens la....but some ppl onli....
if i buy present to all my frens....i scare "ah long" will keep find me...><
24dec go min yee's party there bbq.....25dec go my fren's church got event....
23dec go saisaki there eat sushi food...buffer ( dun noe how spell...psps )
26dec also got plan de but no ppl pui me go and tired so dun wan go la....
so busy...haha
but also not very free go so many places...have to help my mom working now....

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today wan go watch Avatar movie with zhen lok de...but damn i have to WORKING!!!
actually yesterday i also got watch de....but till half i leave liao...
cuz my parents' "夺命追魂" call ask me back home....till kilmas and excited time liao...
but i have to go....if not i will die in my parents' hand...T_T
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so bek song la!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan watch again ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( shout also no use....haiz.... )
i onli off day at sunday....dun noe when can watch again....
i wan movie right now.....so long no go cinema watch movie liao.....but but but
W O R K I N G ! ! ! ! ! ! !

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btw....Lady GaGa "Bad Romance" so damn nice...
haha....i especially like the part :
" Rah Rah-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa uh-la-la
Want Your Bad Romance. "
everyday also listen twice or more.....addicted liao ><
she so pro....geng ah!!!!
ppl say she is a male be4....i also dun noe...
but who care la.....as long her song nice then ok d....=D


ok la...post next time....
( dun noe "next time" is when...haha )
wish u all again:
Have a nice merry christmas day and pls dun turn 平安夜 to "失身"夜 o....haha xD
See ya~~

Friend

hey dude....dun noe u still rmb this essay anot....
is eng essay de and is 1st term exam de...
and this was the 1st time i get so high marks de....
here is the essay tat i write...enjoy =]

Friends, this word means a lot to me. Actually, I have many friends in school and outsides. My friends list is not just only between 15-17 ages, some of my friends is even older than me. You know what? I got a friend is 35 years old, he can be my brother or even my father! But, I wouldn't care what his or her ages, I also will be friend with them.

In my school, I have so many friends. But, my truly friend in my school is Daniel. I knew him when he changed to my school at form 4. He is kind of tall and good-looking person. When I first saw him, I thought he was just only a silent and book-worm student. But, I was wrong. I found that he is an open-minded person and good-tempered person. I can chat with him about everything including gospel, because we both are Christian. I finally could find a perosn that had same opinion with me.

People are not perfect, even me and him also have it. I remembered last year that he told me about his mother. His mother didn't let him play computer for no reason. He was angry and didn't want talk to his ever again. So, I advised him and this gonna be fine very soon. He listened to my advises and his mother finally let him play computer. I very happy when he didn't mad at his mother again.

Last year, when I was in the chemistry labaratory, I sit with him because we were same group. I just act like normal that I chatted with him. Suddenly, he said a word, " You know what? You are my best friend that I ever have. I have many best friends, but you are the one I can chat with the most. No worry. No afraid what you thinking." When I heard these, my feeling was kind of happy and shocked, because no one tell these thing to me before. I was so touched by his word and we became tryly friends.

Hence, the word "friends" is very important to me and I will keep this friendship until the day I die. I hope when we graduated, we still are best friends and one day when in my wedding day, I hope that he can attend my wedding day.

so....this is the essay tat i wrote..

and mr.ali comment it "Very well-written", "Very well-composed" and "quite discreetly person"....and the marks is 40/50 xD

i hope wat i say in this essay...will be happen and keep it...until the day i die...and i will not regret that i know u. =D

a sms

do u guys still rmb this story anot...this story is so meaningful....
and it helps my eng oral get 11/10!!!!! surprise leh....
actually the original of this story is chinese version...i just translate to eng...
this story is from my fren...she sms me de...
now i write it chinese...( i type word by word de o....no copy paste de...lolz)
some words i cant type....dun noe why....



有两个朋友在沙漠中travelling, 在travelling中的某点他们吵架了，一个还给了另一个一记耳光。
被打得觉得受辱，一言不语，在沙子上写下： 今天我的好朋友打了我一巴掌。
他们继续往前走，到了沃野，决定停下。被打巴掌的那位差点淹死，幸好被朋友救起来了。
被救起后，拿了一把小剑在石头上刻了： 今天我的好朋友救了我一命。
一旁好奇的朋友问： 为何我打了你，你要写在沙子上，而现在要刻在石头上？
另一个笑一笑回答说： 当被一个朋友伤害时，要写在易忘记的地方，风会负责抹去它；相反的如果被帮助，我们要把它刻在心灵深处，任何风都不能抹灭他。
朋友的相处，伤害往往是无心得的，帮助却是真心的，忘记那些无心的伤害，铭记那些对你的帮助，你会发现这世上有很多真心的朋友。



above there is the story...i still keep it at my hp...sometimes when i not shuang with some fren...
i will take this out and see...makes me cool down...
and i know recently got smth happen in me...
my best fren seem like dun like chat with me....and we like nth to chat leh....
maybe everytime i do or say smth make him angry...and i always say sry...like biasa liao...
maybe he heard it many times leh...so feel sien and meaningless...
i know i over oredi...so makes u angry...
used to i got a best fren....4 years know but at last we fight and not chat aymore leh....
if this time i mess up again....i not deserve have best fren again...dun wan let my best fren and me sad again....
but anyway....
Sorry, dude.
hope u can see this post....