let's go out!!

just wake up 1 hour ago...so tired...
cuz yesterday i at outside from morning to night...
then yesterday yesterday i go zhen lok's kl house till 1am like tat back...haha xD
wa...his kl house reli near the KLCC...
wait few mins oredi reach d...and i watch the KLCC close the light...so yeng...
his house also very nice elegance...and also many nice sports car....
so rich.....
yesterday i go times square with zhen lok, esther and soo kuan...
we walk walk and eat together 1st then onli split...
me and lok go play bowling; esther and kuan go shopping...
we play bowling very fun..the score also not bad...
then we walk walk at the times square then go sg.wang walk again...
so long no walk liao...
then 5pm like tat we go cheras selatan buy chicken wings...
7pm go yen foo's house BBQ...
but my right got some injure...when i wan 插 the chicken wings to the fork head...
suddenly not carefully the fork 插 into my finger...
got 0.4 or 0.5 cm long...( it think so la... )
then zhen lok faster give me a ice and stop bleeding it...
but nth de la....wet wet water ma...haha =P
esther have to went back home be4 10.30pm...then lok cant reach in time...
then in the road he speeded up the car....me got abit scare also...lol
while in the road...i saw lok very care abt esther...
scare her mom will scold esther..
they holding each others...just like husband and wife....haha
me also got feel sry to zhen lok....
cuz he always fetch me go and back...
later he need back home to see his father again then go kl house stay a night...
go and back also waste so much petrol liao...
i so 不好意思...let u feel tired..
so i wan help u always for return....
all i can say now is....
"Thank you, Zhen Lok."
cuz u never care i will be a 负担 for u....
i reli feel thankful...
i'm so glad tat i can know u..
i hope tat after graduated we can still go yam cai and shopping together ^^
shuan wen also....even he cant go out like us do now...
but i wait him....he sure can go out like us now someday...
just wait the time la..haha =D
ok la..write till here..
next time post again la...
take care urself if u see this.
^^

( dun noe put wat title....lolz )

helo..so long no updated my blog liao....
recently pass got trial exam...so no on my blog..
and also always keep play dota....haha =P
my fren said me some more myself blog also never view be4....
got wat happen also dun noe....lolz
holiday leh....wan going out but no kaki....so stay at home lo....
so sien....sleep, eat , play dota....zzz
today i write this post is got smth i wan to say...
is abt my church....
no one know i got blog except nelson..but i think he already forgot liao....but nvm
i found tat my church youth ppl less boy but more girl...
zhen hao, brandon, kelvin, and others some more long time come once....
they said y this church wan set many rules....cant this cant tat...not free
say this is good to us but we dun think so...
i dun have talk bad words behind the church...心照
for me...i think they care the new ppl more than old ppl...(hope u understand wat i saying)
they very active talk to new ppl when after service or at cell...
but the old ppl leh....no one will find u talk if u find ppl talk 1st.....
i am the one lo...
zhen hao also got told me they is like tat de la...贪新忘旧
in the begin i dun think so...but slowly i also agree liao...
so sometimes i also dun wan go church liao....not mood go....
if i express my feeling to them....they sure say is ur problem la, u cant like this la, u must active la....i listen enough oredi!
u all ask me do helper, and trial for 4 months...
but now i wan quit, u all dun let...still say some more reasons
say liao then not accepted...damn u all la...give me step trap...
now nelson and vincent...i found tat they like belong to "holy" gang liao...
i not say not good...and i also wont stop them from doing this...
i not good but i also wan them good....
last week sunday after service..i sit there alone..as usual no one reserve seat for me...
i dun noe nelson got think wan reserve a seat for me anot...but he didnt reserve...
i dun mind, i sit alone...can play hp ma...haha
nelson come chat with me..but i nth say to him..just dun noe chat wat...
onli zhen hao chat with me the most....same type ppl gua..
but watever la...just pretend like normal...i dun wan them let know these things
later say me some more...
ok la...say here more better liao..
post next time la
bye~~
=D

think easily ba....

i dun noe say wat.....
i just wan to think easily....dun think so complicated.....
i wan happy for now.....
everything is going to be all right...
i hope so.

Be Strong.

I must always feel strong when smth make me sad….
I cant weak always…not even a second also….
If I weak I will be will easily get hurt and think many many impossible things…
Just like emotional…I cant emotional….i must always keep normal…
But….sometimes the problems come to me and I will also sad too….
But I tell myself….i must strong, I must get over it
I wan tell ppl my feelings….but sometimes I cant seek a suitable ppl also…
I tell him…I dun noe he get wat I mean anot, maybe he just say I think too much d….
I tell her…she just said tat is like tat de la, dun care so much…
I wan them know…cuz I wan them care me….just like I always care them…no matter small or big…
But it will not happen always….once only got gua…..
I so sad but I dun blame them…maybe they dun noe how help me…
So I must strong….so I wont fall
I must strong then I can help ppl, I can bring laugh to my frens….
When sad come, I will face it alone… (my heart right now reli feel 辣住辣住….. )
I hope tat one day……..
One day will got a ppl truly understand me….
I reli wish tat the ppl will be “him” and “her” in the text above I mentioned just now…..
But takes a long time….
I willing wait…..give this friendship some times….
I dun wan lose it and destroy it….i wan it last forever…that’s all I wan….
Har……my heart feel no more sad than just now I start begin….but also not cure all….
WEI KANG!!! U MUST STRONG!!! BE STRONG!!!
SO U CAN HELP UR FRENS, OTHERS AND UR TRULY FREN
Hope who saw this pls dun misunderstanding…I just wan express my feeling…
If “him” u saw this….pls dun think I got problem….I’m fine =D
Just got abit sad only but cant find u chat so I write at this blog lo…
“she” also dun worry me….^^
Happy Always. xD

so pity azeera....=(

today we just got to know azeera kena H1N1 liao...
i knew it when lunch time joo lee told me...
i so shocked.....and i also got doubt....
but joo lee told me is true....and many teachers came to find our class...
say got any fever, cough, flu bla bla....
OMG...our whole class got suspicious liao...
today we whole class not allow go for the pinknoise concert...stay at class....
but me myself is ok....not fever and cough....
but yee hang, kar lock and mr.yu got cough and fever...
i scare them kena also....
i not afraid of kena....just always wish tat this flu wont happen at my frens....
no matter who u r....
i hope azeera will recover back and fight the H1N1...
Azeera, U MUST RECOVER BACK!!!
we wait u back and come join us again....
i wish i wan drive car and go visit azeera right now...
God bless her.

am i too stupid ma??

i always help ppl....no matter wat
i not saying good thing to promote myself....
cuz this is the fact....
but...sometimes i realise when i help ppl....some they rufuse help me...
my mom always scold me y i so stupid??
always help ppl buy things...walk lai walk qu...so stupid
i always disagree my mom but sometimes in my heart i feel like i very stupid...
i often help ppl but ppl always not helping me..
maybe i everything also good d...nth my fren can help me or dun noe can help me wat...
but....the truth is i dun think i'm stupid when i helping ppl...reach
cuz i willing and happy to do these for my frens...
we almost wan graduate liao....i just wan leave a good memory to my frens...
maybe i too overload helping my fren so my mom say me...
but it's fine...i dun care...as i willing to do
cuz i believe one thing...
one day my frens will help me back when i'm in troubles...just dun noe when onli....
my birthday almost reach.....i dun noe my frens will buy wat cake to me....or dun even have cake for tat day.....
last year my birthday also no cake eat la....just receive a truly present from shuan wen..i still keep it
this year i dun noe he will buy wat...or dun even buy present...but nvm
the last year present oredi can assume this year d....
szin dee said she buy a T-shirt for me cuz i buy her a present when she birthday(combine pay with others la...)
zhen lok leh....dun noe him still rmb my b'day anot..he forget also normal la...he got so many things to do...i dun blame him
agnes and suh yee them said wan buy a wallet for me...but i feel they just say say onli la...not serios de...
anyway la....hope these things will happen when at my birthday la...=D

Yoz!!! Long time no updated leh....

lol...almost one month no write blog leh....
busy studying, homework, working, and mapling..xD
within this month reli happen many things...
in me, my frens, my family, and studying..
me leh...me more like "rude" tat from the ppl who i am.....i dun noe wat in me...
i like say bad words...even write it at somewhere....
and sometimes i very easy get hot-tempered...
and easily get not song with some ppl...
just like my parents and my church frens...they force me do many things...
if i dun wan do then many many things to say....let me very fan...
only school frens can cool down my attitude and some disco songs...
frens...a lot of my frens also change..
some got very easily get angry, some suddenly very jealous, some very easy not song ppl...
but the good thing is we r still frens...dun have any argue each other..
just got some teacher very damn stupid and idiot....useless teacher ( u know who )
frens is my everything....when i help them, they say thank you to me...
maybe thank you is very simple....but for me is very important...
watever how my frens will become to wat, we also still frens 4ever..
just like this song :
"As we go on, we remember
all the time we, as together
as our life change, come watever
we will still be Frens Forever."
My frens, if u see this pls rmb it...
i also will never forget u guys..
especially got three ppl i will never forget..
shuan wen, zhen lok and suh yee
these three ppl...
SO HAPPY CAN KNOW U GUYS!!!
hope we can frens forever
=D